Sometimes.. I don't know. Just sometimes. What to do, what to think, what to feel, what to be.. it's all difficult to decide. Impossible to decide, hard to change. It's hard to feel like being there but running away too, isn't it? And.. it sucks being powerless. I'm not one for all that subtle crap; I just want tangible power that I can throw around. Probably one of the things that attracts me so much to fire.