There was a time, maybe a month or so, when I was just bouncy and happy and energetic.. okay, I was completely manic-depressive, but mostly manic, so it was good. I miss that.. I don't like sliding back into what I was, like I always do. It seems to have come to an impasse, so I still enjoy myself and can be goofy.. ish.. I can't seem to get very excited about much. ::shrug:: Sucks. Missin' the good old days..