After a lotlotlot of wandering and talking to Sparks and seeming crazy, found my way down to The Corner. Ended up getting some Cap'n Crunch and a quart of milk, half of which (half of each) I ate while sitting on a bench in the middle of the night outside (dammit, I didn't get killed). I get to get up at 5:30 in the morning to go to ROTC physical testing stuff. I might throw up. x_x
I talked to Sparks on the phone for 5/3 of an hour. Yes, of a single hour. ha!
..........I want to die. I'm just saying it now because I'm not feeling it very poignantly, but I really don't want to be here. But being back wouldn't matter that much either, really, because everyone would be busy and I'd be busy, but.................
I think I'm going to go cry into Mrs. Bear now and wish I weren't here.