So, what now? I'm back where I always am. Depressive, obsessive, stupid. Needy. Clingy. I hate myself. This is a main reason why I try to stick to reason and material goals; whenever any sort of emotion enters into anything, I lose anything that might make me at all valuable as a person. As I am right now, I'm worthless to everyone. And every time I feel better, I ignore what I think when I'm down. So it just perpetuates.
I seriously wish something would happen to distance me from everyone. Nobody (other than my family) would care for very long; people don't tend to. They might remember me from time to time, but it wouldn't be anything major.
Well, I.. don't really have anything else to say, I suppose. Umm.. have a good day, all.