After reading the lyrics to Suteki da ne, I again felt a desire for love. I rather miss it.. such a silly little thing, a connection to another person that's deeper than even what I have with Tenshi, but still I want it. And still I know that it's stupid to want now, because it can't stay now. There's not a person that I could trust to return my love for as long as my love would be there. So I don't want to try again. I want to just wait and see what happens, and maybe one day somebody will /let/ me love them again, and let me feel what I'm missing, and be there for me, and love me back.
And maybe not. Who knows? I'm still pretty content with friends. I have great friends. I love you guys.