Madcap (zimdanen) wrote,
Madcap
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I stich myself one piece at a time
That's what I've done for all my life
I've stiched myself thus far and I am fine
Slow down I think I'm going to fast again
Writing my words with a vengence of someone who wants to run away

So I replace the razor with my pen
The noose becomes my thoughts
My words, the pills, swallow em' down, swallow em' down

Replace the razor with my pen
The noose becomes my thoughts
My words the pills, swallow em' down, swallow em' down

I never thought that broken glass, spilled milk, my life would make me cry
I never thought my life would be just fine
Hold on I'm getting ahead of myself again
Rethinking my thoughts with conviction and the faith of one who wants to stay

So I, replace the razor with my pen
The noose becomes my thoughts
My words the pills, swallow em' down, swallow em' down

Replace the razor with my pen
The noose becomes my thoughts
My words the pills, swallow em' down, swallow em' down

When I don't see you don't think I don't care
When I'm not with you believe me I am scared
Slow down I think I'm going to fast again
Writing my words with the vegence of someone who wants to run away

So I replace the razor with my pen
The noose becomes my thoughts
My words the pills, swallow em' down, swallow em' down

Replace the razor with my pen
The noose, my thoughts, my words, the pills

Replace the razor with my pen
The noose, my thoughts, my words, the pills

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I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

So where were you?
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

I never meant to fade...
Away

I NEVER MEANT TO FADE

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

I try to breathe...
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