May 31st, 2004

Sano

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I definitely think this weekend was good for me. More on this later tonight, when I post all the random stuff I wrote down.
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Sano

Weekend!

This is a collection of all the random scribblings I made this weekend. Prepare for insanity. >D

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Left some stuff out, but that wasn't meant to be put up for general display. :P

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Well, that's all. If you actually read that.. do you have nothing better to do with your time? o.o

I'm gonna go type up my graduation thingie that I wrote too, and then go get my half an hour of DDR. :P

edit: I don't think I'm going to go get my half an hour right now... My moods are too easily affected by stupid things.
Sano

Graduation.

It's been a good run, all. An extremely good one, and I feel priveleged to have had you all as friends for these years past. There's not too much I regret, except not having had much time to be with those of you that I've just met and made friends with.

I love you all, and you will always remain indelibly in my heart. We may drift apart and lose touch, but I hope to god to see each of you many times in the future. In 20 years, I hope to see some of you drop in for a little bit, because each of you will always be welcome.

One day, I hope I can somehow repay you all for everything you've meant to me. I don't talk to many of you much now, but you still mean more to me than you can know.

I love you all so much. And I wish you all the best for the future.

-Kevin

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Sano

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I don't mind the sun sometimes the images it shows
I can taste you on my lips and smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and sugery and softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look through other people's eyes
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Sano

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i may be better off here dead
running on empty once again
too tired for tears i dread



I am nothing.
Sano

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I am nothing.

I am nothing because you are still the most important person in the world to me, and the only reason that I'm always down is because I still don't know how to be around you. All I want is to know how to act so that I don't get upset with you, and so that you don't get upset with me, but every time I try, I fail, and I never stop trying, and I never stop failing. I just want to be friends and be able to hang out with you and enjoy your company like before but all we do is bicker and I hate it. And it's my fault, because I'm so stupid and worthless.

And so I go to cry in bed for another night, because I screwed up again. Like I always do. I really don't know why I bother. If I could forget all the good stuff, I'd stop, but it's sunk in and I can't claw it out. It hurts to try to claw it out..


And I have no doubt that this post is yet another mistake to add to my long chain of them. One right after the other, like always.