May 28th, 2004

Sano

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Entirely too much stress is entering my life at this point in time. Grahr. Stupid stress. LEAVE ME ALONE, OH MONKEY ON MY BACK!
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Sano

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Argh, going to have to deal with panic attacks tonight. Wonderful.

Too stressed. Way too stressed. This blows so hard. Please just make it all go away.

No one to turn to this time, either.
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Sano

Not the best point in my life.

I made my mom wake up and come to me so that I could have someone to talk to and a shoulder to cry on. Helped a little bit, I guess.. Agh, definitely not a high point in my life right now. And all I can look forward to is not caring again, retreating back into my shell. Wonderful.
Sano

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I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone

This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
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Life is effectively extremely boring for the moment. Hoping it'll pick up soon, but I don't see it happening.

Don't know if I want to run the n00b game. Supposed to be a week from tomorrow, but that involves a lot of effort that I'm not really willing to put forth.

Need to talk to Rick and Slater, though, because the other game that I was running needs to continue.

edit: Oh, and I need to arrange lasertag on the 12th. That'll definitely happen, I swear!
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Sano

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I haven't really been eating the past few days. I need to force myself, because that tends to be self-perpetuating, and I need to eat to live.

Sickness, stress.. ugh, just definitely haven't felt like eating.

Just thought I'd share.
Sano

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Got stuff about the UVA Cavalier Marching Band.. Auman says the band will be really good; he knows the new director, and he says they've got good funding. Thinking about joining the Guard there.. Can't believe I'm actually considering that.
Sano

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It feels good to feel like I have a purpose again..

I can't believe I'm seriously considering joining that Guard.. Hahaha. Man. Gods, it's something to look forward to, though. Something to do, something to strive toward, something I care about to work on.

I'm gonna miss all the cool Godwin Guard peeps, though. ;_;
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