May 4th, 2004


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Theoretically helping Jessica with her captain's routine sometime, and teaching Kendall how to do a saber toss.

You can feel my anger
You can feel my pain
You can feel my torment
Driving me insane

Shouldn't have been punching things after school. Popped some capillaries. Same knuckle that still hurt from punching my doorframe. Good pain, though..

Happy birthday, Chelsea.

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10 Years Ago, I...
. was a yellow belt in Karate
. got beaten up by my brother a lot
. was immature and had lots of guilty fun

5 Years Ago, I...
. was adjusting to Richmond life
. had crushes but had not experienced love
. was just getting into the internet instead of TV
. played video games and flirted online
. first started studying people and realizing my potential

3 Years Ago, I...
. fell in love for the first time
. made a lot of new, good friends
. hated being in Geometry

A Year Ago, I...
. went through a lot of crap because of Melissa
. was very, very good friends with Tenshi
. tried out for Guard [little did I know what an experience that would be]
. was burned out

So Far This Year, I...
. have made a lot of new, good, close friends
. got rejected from top colleges
. decided that I'm glad that I'll be so close to Richmond and my friends
. got a credit card
. decided that I'm going to try to start some businesses while in college

Yesterday, I....
. did no homework
. talked online
. was lonely

Today, I ....
. helped Kendall with Calc
. worked on my game and decided to run a tournament
. banged up my knuckle by punching things
. hurt my knuckle and the inside of my elbow by playing around with a saber toss
. came home to a touching message
. tried to get a replacement for work tomorrow (but have not yet succeeded)

Tomorrow I will...
. take my Calculus AP
. hopefully help Jessica with her routine, or try to
. look at sabers and consider buying one