May 24th, 2003


The weirdness in my heart and head.

Sometimes.. I don't know. Just sometimes. What to do, what to think, what to feel, what to be.. it's all difficult to decide. Impossible to decide, hard to change.

It's hard to feel like being there but running away too, isn't it?

And.. it sucks being powerless. I'm not one for all that subtle crap; I just want tangible power that I can throw around. Probably one of the things that attracts me so much to fire.


I'm feelin' sick.. cold, headachy (head in general is bothering me), coughing a lot.. >.< Blargh.. sucks. I got another page and a half done of my story on the way up (no, didn't work on it much), and I know where it's going, so all I gotta do is write it. It'll prolly be like 5 or 6 pages total.

I called Maggie.. we're not doing anything today, so I was gonna see if I could get her to go to a movie. She was playing Scrabble with Brian (bf), so yeah, bad timing. XP She seemed surprised to hear from me. XP lol. I'll try again tomorrow, but seriously, that was bad timing - You don't want to hear from an ex-boyfriend (or anyone, for that matter, but especially an ex-boyfriend) when you're playing Scrabble with your boyfriend. XP She was nice, though. ^^;

And what's with nobody posting on Nippon while I've been gone? Huh? Huh?? Darnit, I expected to have a reason to post when I got here!

Ooh, almost forgot why I wanted to post in the first place! My aunt bought this cool thingie for $3 that's on the table downstairs now.. it's a mini iMac thingie that's a clock, calendar, radio, and calculator! It's awesome! But it was the last one, so I can't get one. ;.; Awwwwww. ;.;
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::cough cough coughcoughcoughcoughcough::

Thanks for reminding me, Shima. I ate, so now I feel better (though still coughy and my head /kinda/ still hurts a little). Ate a little at a time until I had an appetite.

Of course, the Ibuprofen that I took might also have had something to do with it. And I made an awesome post on Nippon - Clickie!
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