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Jesus Christ!   
07:43am 23/03/2003
mood: relieved
I just started flipping out because I hadn't done my poetry project for English. I went over and told my mom that I hadn't so that I could stay home if I couldn't get it done before school started.

Guess what. It's Sunday. I'm a moron! AHAHAHAHA! Oh god, that was rich. I'm going back to bed. Night!

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08:01pm 23/03/2003
mood: tired/hot
I'm sweating.

Just woke up from a nap. I love hanging out with friends all day, but GOD am I tired.. I've done almost no work today, and did even less yesterday. If I can get through my project and my notes on 25, I can slide by for another day. If I get through anything else, that'll be a plus.

Welp, gonna try to wake up, maybe have some ice cream, then get back to work.
08:19pm 23/03/2003
mood: longing/scared
After reading the lyrics to Suteki da ne, I again felt a desire for love. I rather miss it.. such a silly little thing, a connection to another person that's deeper than even what I have with Tenshi, but still I want it. And still I know that it's stupid to want now, because it can't stay now. There's not a person that I could trust to return my love for as long as my love would be there. So I don't want to try again. I want to just wait and see what happens, and maybe one day somebody will /let/ me love them again, and let me feel what I'm missing, and be there for me, and love me back.

And maybe not. Who knows? I'm still pretty content with friends. I have great friends. I love you guys.
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Slow, old-like music is good stuff.   
08:40pm 23/03/2003
mood: creative
Do you ever wanna just
Let it all go?
Take in a show
And laugh.

::eats Raspberry Godiva White Chocolate ice cream::
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Wouldn't it be nice   
09:45pm 23/03/2003
mood: my eye itches
Since we've got the whole posting songs thing going..

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Wow, after reading that again, I'm sad. ;.; Darnit.. ;.; And it oddly enough reminds me of James, a guy that I work with. He's married to one of the servers. He's 20 and she's 18. Now that I think about it, also reminds me of Than.. but that's kinda scary to think about, so I won't.
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My poems   
09:55pm 23/03/2003
mood: anxious/eye still itches
Had to write six poems for English using different (provided) styles, and give a picture to go with each one.

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Now I gotta make a cover page and print it out. This is gonna kill my printer cartridge. >.
11:06pm 23/03/2003
mood: shocked
Alex got in a car crash on the way home today. He didn't notice that the car in front of him stopped, and he rear-ended the car. The front of Alex's car is all crushed and stuff, but he's fine. His insurance is gonna be goin' up, though. He came home for a bit then went off to Kim's; he's not gonna be going to work tomorrow because he's too tired. (My dad was wondering why he was going to Kim's if he's so tired.)

Damn.. poor car. Poor Alex. That sucks. (As Dad said, "Don't drive when you're tired.")
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Finish this sentence:   
11:37pm 23/03/2003
mood: touched
We are, we are.. __________________
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11:53pm 23/03/2003
mood: discontent
Dammit, it's not fair.

Yeah it is. What am I, stupid?